Turkey:
We Will All Marry Or Be Teachers
By Miranda Craigwell
I was pulled into Sibel’s black
Peugeot along with three others. They gave me the
passenger seat since my legs were the longest, and
I took to delivering expert directions and pointing
fiercely at available parking spots. The Peugeot smelled
of new leather, and its silver detailing shone boastfully,
devoid of the dullness that accompanies time and usage.
“Your car is really nice, is it
new?” My English sliced abruptly through seamless
reams of Turkish. When I spoke, the directing stopped;
and they all smiled at me.
“Yes! My parents bought it for me
when I came to University!” Sibel’s voice rattled
out from the depths of her throat. It was rich but
sweet and fit her demure sexiness like the soft cashmere
wrap-around top hugging her large breasts and expertly
tailored grey trousers that grabbed all of her curves
in one smooth run. Her cheeks and chin were round
but balanced by a slender nose and sparkling set of
brown-black eyes made more so by a thick tracing of
black liner.
“Yes, her parents paid for her to
leave the house!” The backseat chorus broke into loud
fits of laughter at Duyduergu’s perfectly timed interjection.
Sibel continued to smile and nodded her head eagerly,
as her small hand pulled the Peugeot into third gear
with a jerk.
“Yes it is true they wanted me to
go to University,” she slid down the leather seat
a bit and leaned in towards me. “My license is suspended,
but it’s ok,” she grinned at me impishly. I raised
my eyebrows with immediate concern. She then exploded
with playful laughter and patted my leg, “It’s ok,
it’s ok—just don’t tell anyone.”
“We all know you can’t drive. Left
here!” Sibel followed Duyduergu’s instructions dutifully
and winked at me before she looked to make her left
turn.
“What did it get suspended for?”
I just had to ask.
“Driving too fast and drinking.”
My face relented to a smile at the pride and carelessness
with which she disclosed her offence. “It’s ok, it’s
ok,” she repeated, winking again and pulling the Peugeot
into a tiny spot on the side of the street under Duyduergu’s
watchful eye.
“This is a real American restaurant—”
Duyduergu’s husky voice trailed off as she slipped
out of the car well before the others and stood outside
my window, lighting a cigarette while I fiddled with
the seatbelt contraption. She was barely five foot
tall; and her round, wide face was overstretched with
flawless skin tinged with a quiet undertone of darkness
characteristic to Mediterranean women. A pair of deeply
settled dimples interrupted the perfect sheathing
twice. They were on either side of her small lips—a
dimly lit cigarette dangled from between them. Her
eyes gazed down the busy street but weren’t focused
on any one thing—they were just as brown as Sibel’s
but set wider.
“Is Elif coming?” I asked, having
finally freed myself from the belt. Her short arm
slipped into the crook of my elbow.
“She is. She will come later.” She
spoke between long drags while weaving expertly through
pedestrian traffic. University students packed the
street outside of the American themed pub in desperate
need of a post-class drink. Every 18 to 24-year-old
seemed to end their day at exactly the same time in
exactly the same fashion. “She must call her boyfriend
and see when he can meet us.” She turned, darting
me a knowing look with a slight and mischievous smile.
Using all the strength she had in
her petite body, she heaved the wooden framed glass
doors open. A neat spattering of American kitsch was
on display behind them: walls plastered with images
of cowboys in stirrups on horses, bucking broncos,
old-fashioned bottles of Jack Daniel’s, license plates
from Las Vegas, Hollywood and Texas. The entire wall
on the far right side of the bar was draped in a Confederate
Flag. Sibel, Mugel and Buket squeezed in behind us
after battling the heavy doors.
“We should sit there,” Duyduergu
decided, pointing. We would sit at the longest table
available, next to the windows. I took the window
seat, so I wouldn’t miss anything inside or out. Duyduergu
sat next to me. She motioned to the waiter to bring
clean ashtrays and they produced slim cigarette cartons
on cue. I perused the menu.
“So, do you like?” A cigarette lay
in suspense between Sibel’s fingers, and her eyes
searched mine for acceptance. I didn’t notice it,
until I looked up from the menu’s offerings of “buckeye
burgers” and “topless taters”. I shook my head.
“I think I’ll have the calamari,”
I decided, closing the menu. They all smiled at me
encouragingly.
“Aren’t you going to order anything?”
“No,” Sibel started, still smiling,
“I don’t eat anything. Just drink!” Mugel winked at
me, and Duyduergu chuckled.
“Yes we are all forever on a diet
to be thinner.” Her chuckling ceased, and she paused
at the thanklessness of the idea, “thinner”.
“Well I’m ordering.” Buket turned
her menu over to inspect the desserts. She began frantically
fanning away the thin billows of smoke drifting towards
her.
“Do you smoke?” Buket asked me.
“No.”
“Me neither.” Her intonation suggested
we had our non-smoking and other secrets in common.
Duyduergu rolled her eyes and blew a soft rush of
smoke in Buket’s face, following it with a playful
grin. Buket ignored her and continued.
“My father is an American, a doctor,
and he doesn’t like it, so I don’t do it.”
“Your father is American? So is
your mother Turkish?” I was eager to steer the conversation
away from smoking and food.
“Yes but he does not live with us.”
She had my full attention, “an ice cream sundae for
me, and she will have the calamari.” A skinny, handsome
waiter with black hair and glass-green eyes took our
orders. He nodded as she handed him her menu.
“Yes and we will have three pitchers
of beer.” Duyduergu motioned towards the untouched
menus at the end of the table. He cleared them before
disappearing with an ashtray filled with cigarette
butts.
“So where does your father live?”
“In America—in Oregon.” Her accent
revealed itself most obviously in her pronunciation
of each vowel in the state’s name. “I’m going to apply
to go to graduate school at the University of Oregon.
My father says it is a good school. Do you know anything
about it?” I shook my head. “Well my father says it
is excellent, and he is going to help me with my applications.”
“What are you going to study?”
“Education, I think.”
“Well it sounds like you have a
good plan.” Her eyes communicated a mix of great hope
and great anxiety. “I can help you with your applications
as well, if you’d like.”
“Yes I’d love that!” she brightened
up, and I detected flecks of brown in her hazel eyes.
The mix of color matched her hair, which began darker
brown at the roots but was pulled up into a blonde
bun atop her head. Her nose was long and bony, and
her eyes and lips were small and slanted giving her
face a shrewdness that made her unique from the others.
The food arrived in large, pristine
portions. We could have been in any number of chain
restaurants. The fact it was in Turkey just seemed
to amplify the vague weirdness of the inauthentic
Americana.
“What are you all planning to do
when you graduate?” I interrupted the streams of Turkish
again, picking at the hot peppers garnishing my calamari.
“Will you move back home?” I directed the question
at Sibel, who had moved to Ankara to attend the University
of Baskent, but everyone pitched their future plans.
“I want to teach.” They were the
only words to leave Mugel’s wide, matte lips. She
had a clean freckled face with warm eyes that were
brought to life by immaculately manicured eyebrows
and thick lashes. She smiled at me with assurance
after disclosing her plans.
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